i'm tired of me being suicidal and depressed and everyone around me saying god put me here for a reason. I hate being told something I don't even believe in believes in me and wouldn't want mme to die. i hate when people talk to me about church and religion and god and jesus. i hate it. i don;t believe in god or jesus. the same people who wrote that bibble??? they thought the earth was flat and also believed in sea monsters and started wars with each other. you expect to believe those same people saw god or whatever?? i hate it so much. i'll kill myself if i want to and i wont go to heaven or hell, ill be buried underground and thats it.